Tuesday, March 31, 2020

Great Is Thy Faithfulness

            For the past few weeks, a hymn has been running through my head…so much so that when I sat down to write today’s devotional thought, that’s all I could think of.  The words, all by themselves, have been a constant comfort to me, but knowing how powerful thoughts don’t usually come out of nowhere, I decided to find out the story behind the song.  Here’s what I found out:

While many hymns are born out of a particular dramatic experience, this hymn was simply the result of the author’s morning by morning realization of God’s personal faithfulness.  Thomas Obadiah Chisholm was born in a log cabin in Kentucky. Without the benefit of high school or advanced training, he began his career as a school teacher at the age of sixteen, in the same country schoolhouse where he had received his elementary schooling.
       When he was twenty-one, he became the associate editor of his home town weekly newspaper, The Franklin Favorite. Six years later he accepted Christ as his personal Savior during a revival meeting through the ministry of Henry Clay Morrison, the founder of Asbury College and Seminary in Wilmore, Kentucky.  Morrison persuaded Chisholm to move to Louisville where he became editor of the Pentecostal Herald.
            Later Chisholm was ordained to the Methodist ministry but was forced to resign after a single, brief appointment at Scottsville, Kentucky, because of poor health.   He relocated his family to Winona Lake, Indiana to recover, and then to Vineland, New Jersey in 1916 where he sold insurance.
Chisholm retired in 1953 and spent his remaining years at the Methodist Home for the Aged, in Ocean Grove, New Jersey.  By the time of his retirement, he had written over 1200 poems, 800 of which were published. Many of these were set to music.  One of them was the hymn that I can’t get out of my head: “Great is Thy Faithfulness.”  In 1923, he sent several poems, including this one, to composer William Runyan who later wrote, "This particular poem held such an appeal that I prayed most earnestly that my tune might carry over its message in a worthy way, and the subsequent history of its use indicates that God answered prayer."  Runyan, also a Methodist minister, had grown up in Kansas. After pastoring churches for a dozen years, he was appointed evangelist for the Central Kansas Methodist Conference. A creative musician, he wrote many hymn tunes and was a hymnal compiler and an editor.  He was associated with John Brown University in Arkansas and later Moody Bible Institute in Chicago. For a number of years he was associated with Hope Publishing Company.
The hymn was first introduced in Great Britain in 1954 by the Billy Graham Crusades. A phrase in Lamentations 3:22-23 provides a basis for its refrain: "The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.
In a letter dated 1941, Mr. Chisholm wrote; “My income has not been large at any time due to impaired health in the earlier years which has followed me until now, although I must not fail to record the unfailing faithfulness of a covenant-keeping God, for which I am filled with astonishing gratefulness.”


Great Is Thy Faithfulness
  (1) Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my Father!
There is no shadow of turning with Thee;
Thou changest not, Thy compassions, they fail not:
As Thou hast been Thou forever wilt be.
      
(2) Great is Thy faithfulness, great is Thy faithfulness,
Morning by morning new mercies I see;
All I have needed Thy hand hath provided-
Great is Thy faithfulness, lord, unto me!
      
(3) Summer and winter, and springtime and harvest,
Sun, moon, and stars in their courses above,
Join with all nature in manifold witness
To Thy great faithfulness, mercy, and love.
      
(4) Pardon for sin and a peace that endureth,
Thine own dear presence to cheer and to guide,
Strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow-
Blessings all mine, with ten thousand beside!

I don’t know about you, but my life is full of examples of God’s faithfulness.  I’ve been reminded of that many times during this month of enormous stress and uncertainty.  Every morning, when I wake up—early, because I can’t sleep any more for the racing of my mind—I pray that the more things change, this one thing will stay the same:  that “He changes not, His compassions, they fail not.  As He has been He forever will be.”  May that be each of our experience in the days and weeks to come.

Monday, March 30, 2020

Connected

          Seventeenth century English poet and pastor John Donne wrote a meditation that includes these famous lines:  “No man is an island entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as any manor of thy friend’s or of thine own were; any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind.  And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee.” In Donne’s day, whenever someone in the community passed away, the church bells would ring out to let everyone know that someone they knew had gone to their rest. He makes the point, though, that it wasn’t just that part of the community was no longer with them.  He says that a part of themselves has also been lost.  The connection, the thing that made all feel the loss of one, was their common ground, their humanity. 
            Beyond that mutual connection of humanity, though, is another even greater connection, however slim we might think it is.  Twentieth century American poet Anne Sexton describes it in her poem, "Small Wire":

                        My faith
                        is a great weight
                        hung on a small wire,
                        as doth the spider
                        hang her baby on a thin web,
                        as doth the vine,
                        twiggy and wooden,
                        hold up grapes
                        like eyeballs,
                        as many angels
                        dance on the head of a pin.

                        God does not need too much wire to keep Him there,
                        just a thin vein,
                        with blood pushing back and forth in it,
                        and some love.
                        As it has been said:
                        Love and a cough cannot be concealed.
                        Even a small cough.
                        Even a small love.
                        So if you have only a thin wire,
                        god does not mind.
                        He will enter your hands
                        as easily as ten cents used to bring forth a Coke.

            Throughout our lifetime, we have opportunities to explore that connection, that small wire.  Sometimes the choice is ours.  We may read and study, go to church, pray.  But it is also those around us who bring God to our mind through their words and actions.  The more often we are reminded about the God in our lives, the more likely it is that He will become the God of our lives.
            In a time when we are required to keep our distance from each other in order to protect ourselves and each other, we might be challenged to feel connected to each other.  Over the past few weeks, I’ve read many articles about how to survive this time of social distancing and one of the things that always comes up is the importance of maintaining our connections.  We are encouraged to make use of all the technology at hand to stay in electronic touch, but to keep connected.  The more we virtually connect with each other, the healthier we will be in body, mind, and heart.
            The same holds true with our connection with God. If we do not maintain our connection with Him, something profound in us will be lost.  John uses the analogy of the vine and branches to help us understand the importance of being connected: “I am the Vine, you are the branches. When you’re joined with me and I with you, the relation intimate and organic, the harvest is sure to be abundant. Separated, you can’t produce a thing. Anyone who separates from me is deadwood, gathered up and thrown on the bonfire. But if you make yourselves at home with me and my words are at home in you, you can be sure that whatever you ask will be listened to and acted upon.”  (John 5:5-8, MSG)  None of us is an island entire of itself, no matter how much it may seem that way at the moment.  Now more than ever, we cannot leave our connectivity to chance. Let’s consciously reach out through whatever means we can to stay connected—to each other, and to God.

Sunday, March 29, 2020

Burdens and Shoulders

             There's an old Jewish proverb that says "God gives burdens; also shoulders."  Five words offering paradoxical truths about God; five words offering an emphatic definition of God.
            "God gives burdens."  Taken alone, these three words could very well make a person want to run away from God rather than stay with Him.  And many, looking at their own lives—or the world around them right now—might even blame God for allowing tribulation to fall upon them.  They look so long at their troubles, or the troubles of the world, that before they realize it, they can see nothing else but an unjust, merciless God and a world no longer fit to exist in.

It's a good thing the proverb doesn't stop there.  Instead, it goes on.  "God gives burdens; also shoulders."  The shoulders He has given us are the shoulders of our family members and friends, our colleagues and mentors, our teachers and pastors, our church family—and of God Himself.  They are the shoulders we see ahead of us as we listen and learn with—and from—each other.  They are the shoulders we sense behind us as we listen and learn with our families and friends.  They are the shoulders we feel next to us as we listen and learn with our colleagues and fellow church members.  And they are the shoulders we feel under us, lifting us up as we listen and learn from the still small voice which comforts us:
            “Are you tired?  Worn out?  Burned out on religion [or social distancing]?  Come to me.  Get away with me and you’ll recover your life.  I’ll show you how I do it.  Learn the unforced rhythms of grace.  I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you.  Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”  Or as the KJV more familiarly puts it, “For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28
            Isn't that a beautiful promise?  I am grateful every day that God has provided so wondrously for all of our needs.  For the past couple of weeks I’ve been thinking about the tremendous burdens so many are carrying right now during this pandemic.  There are the national, state, and local leaders.  There are the scores of health care workers on every level trying to heal and comfort those who are sick or who have lost loved ones.  There are all the service providers who are keeping the country going as much as possible.  There are the teachers and pastors, trying to educate and minister from a distance.  There are the parents and other family members trying to keep things sane and together at home.  And there are some (many, globally) who are mourning the loss of loved ones and friends.
            On the surface, it may seem that we are not managing very well.  Every day the deadly numbers rise.  It is overwhelming.  It is easy to feel alone when we are at such a distance from most, if not all, of the people we usually spend time with.  And yet, we are not alone.   Even at a physical distance, there are those shoulders that are there for us, lifting us up, praying for us, helping us manage and carry our burdens.  That knowledge should make it easier to sleep at night, make the thought of this and every other day bearable, even though they are still difficult.   
            Paul tells us in Galatians 6:2 that we are to bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ—the law of love—of caring for your brother, your sister.  But while you are being there—being a shoulder—for someone else, let God be there—be a shoulder—for you, and let Him work with you.  The Psalmist tells us to give Him all our cares (Ps. 55:22).  And Peter says to "Cast all your anxieties on Him, for He cares for you." (1 Peter 5:7)
            So.  God gives burdens.  But also shoulders.  You see, without the last half of the proverb—without the power of God working in our lives—we can do nothing.  Our burdens would so weigh us down that we would not be able to move.  But with those shoulders, both human and divine, there is power.  Power to be and to do.  Power to change and be changed. 
Yes, God gives us burdens.  But also shoulders.

Thursday, March 26, 2020

Be Still and Know


 I think one of my greatest pleasures in life is talking.  No doubt there are many in this sanctuary who share that joy with me…  I don’t know about you, but it has also been one of the greatest sources of trouble throughout my life’s experience.  I remember as far back as fifth grade my teacher giving me a sound thrashing with a metal-tipped bamboo stick for disturbing the peace (this was still in the days when this was legal)…and I have a scar to this day to prove it.
            I remember the extreme humiliation in 9th grade of telling a friend who told a friend who told a friend something that I was supposed “not to tell anyone”…and being confronted with the evidence of my breach of silence.  In Sabbath School, I was an incessant talker.  My teacher was always asking my friends and me to “please, be quiet.”  Even in graduate school—once…only once—I was reprimanded for discoursing with my neighbor.  Oh, it was important (isn’t it always?!)  I needed to make sense of the lecture.  But my noise distracted the teacher, and he made no effort to hide his annoyance from me.  Or the rest of the class.  Embarrassing?  Totally! 
            My father used to tell me that I never listened.  No.  He used to say it rather loudly.  Sometimes I didn’t hear him the first time:  I was too busy talking.  You might say I’ve learned the hard way about the importance of listening.  Of being still.  Of giving others the opportunity to pass on information that could be vital to my survival and success…in school, in life.
Probably the most important thing you can do for yourself is to learn to listen.  Listen to everyone and everything.  Listen hard.  Listen with intensity.   And with intent to grow.  Listening can improve your life in three major aspects.  The first might be obvious to us because of our current situation:  Listening can help save our lives.  If we do nothing else but listen carefully to the health experts and our local, state, and national leaders, and follow through on as much as is humanly possible, we may very well save our lives and those of our loved ones, friends, neighbors, and community members.  Now is not the time to close our ears to their advice, thinking we can take care of ourselves.  That may be, but we need to consider others too.  Listening can save lives.
Which brings me to point number two about listening:  Listening can help improve our relationship with others.  My first year or so as a teacher was hard in a number of ways—mostly because I was learning so many things at the same time I was trying to teach them.  One thing I found out was that if I expected others to listen to me, I had to listen to them.   Being a talker by nature and habit, this wasn’t easy.  But I soon found listening to be a direct line to solid gold in my students.  It was learning to listen that helped me understand people more.  And I’ve found that every time I haven’t taken—or made—the time to listen, and I mean really listen, I’ve missed out on something important—for me and for the other person.
The third aspect which improves with listening is our spiritual life.  Listening to that “Still Small Voice” brings spiritual strength.  Some call it conscience, some call it the Holy Spirit, some call it the Voice of God.  That Voice of conscience and courage can’t be heard if we’re not listening for it, or to it.  But if we are, we can tune in to God in a way we might never have expected.  And our lives are better, happier, and more secure because we have “been still and [known] . . . God.”
The first two aspects of listening are probably not too hard to understand or appreciate.  It’s the third I want to talk about a little more specifically.  I think it’s the hardest kind of listening to do because we are dealing with something far less tangible than a teacher, a friend, a parent, a co-worker, a spouse, or the president.  Listening for, and to, God can be a very difficult thing to do unless we know what to listen for, and how.  There is no grade hanging over our head, there is no threat of grounding or losing privileges, there is no potential for physical sickness or loss of life if we don’t listen to God.  Only the promise of eternal darkness if we don’t, and eternal Light…and life…if we do.  Which, when we understand this, makes listening to God one of the greatest joys and privileges know to humanity.
How do we do this, though?  By being still.  By giving ourselves the quiet opportunity to hear God’s beautiful voice.  By looking around us, seeing all he’s done for us…knowing that He is our God, our Father, our Creator, our Protector.  Listen to what the Psalmist says in Psalm 46:
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. 
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should collapse and the mountains slide into the sea, though the oceans roar and tidal waves wash away the land, though the mountains move and the foundations of the earth shake.
We have tasted the quiet stream that flows through the city of God, that comes from the heavenly Sanctuary, the place where God Himself is.
The Lord lives in that heavenly city, and it will never be destroyed.  He will protect us, and even if we die now, we will see each other on that resurrection morning.
When God speaks, nations crumble and the earth itself melts.
The Lord Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our refuge.
Look at what the Lord has done!  It’s amazing what our God can do.
He can stop all wars anywhere in the world.  He can stop the flying arrow, break the biggest spear and smash the strongest defenses.
But He wants men everywhere to stop fighting.  So He says, “Be still and know that I am God.  My name will be exalted among all nations, and once again
 I will assume my rightful place as King.”
The Lord our King is with us.  The God of Israel is our refuge.
Did you notice what David says?  That if we are still, we will know God, in all His glory, in all His power.  He will be a safe place for us to go.  He will protect us from everlasting evil.
I heard Barbara Walters interview a popular rock star a number of years ago.  At the time, he was internationally famous, making millions of dollars.  He didn’t seem to have a moment to himself, what with touring and fans, etc.  I was amazed, then, when he started telling Ms. Walters that the thing that kept him centered, that kept him from losing his focus was silence, listening for and to God.  “If you have a lot of noise in your life,” he said, “How can you listen to God?”
If you have a lot of noise in your life, how can you listen to God?  Oh, how true!  For me, one of the ways I find God is through music.  Shakespeare once said that music can calm the savage beast…and I have found that to be true in my life.  Some of the  pieces that I turn to—to calm my nerves, to bring my blood pressure down, to clear my mind, to turn down the noise of the world so I can be still and hear what God has to say to me—include Ralph Vaughn Williams’ The Lark Ascending or Maurice Durufle’s Sanctus movement from his Requiem, or any number of other classical pieces.  Sometimes, I’ll listen to them over and over, just trying to push everything else out of my mind, and open it up to the peace that comes with listening like that.  If you get a chance, search them out and take a listen.  See if they don’t bring you some peace of mind and heart.  But I thought I’d share a song here that addresses specifically what we’ve been talking about today, and quotes the Psalm I did earlier…Psalm 46.  As you listen, open your ears, your eyes, your mind, your heart to the soothing healing power of God’s active presence in your life.  Be still and know that He is God.

Tuesday, March 24, 2020

Reachable, yet Untouchable: a God of Paradox and Synonym

From birth,  I was  taught that I could approach God anytime,  anywhere.  This was a comfort to me although it wasn’t until I began traveling that I truly discovered the realness of this God as described in Psalm 139:  "You hem me in, behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me. . . . Where can I go from your Spirit? . . . Your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast" (Psalm 139:   5, 7, 9, 10; NIV). 
The promise of that protection kept my heart from thumping audibly during a border interrogation in East Berlin.   It kept the scream in my throat instead of letting it escape when a  sword swallower  came after me in Beijing.  It kept me firm in Cairo when a swarm of panhandlers accosted me.  It kept me calm on a moonlit night by the Sea of Galilee.  It kept me safe during a careening ride through Paris.   And it brought me peace riding through Johannesburg amidst pre-election rioting.
The promise of that protection keeps me going still, although my everyday life as a school teacher seems boring and safe compared to the exotic excitement of my sometime summertime escapes—until a few weeks ago, until Covid-19 put a global life-or-death price on every move we make, relegating us to a virtual world-wide lockdown.  Still, I revel in the knowledge that even at home, the God of Psalm 139 is always with me.    This God is easy to believe in, easy to trust in, easy to be comfortable with. And yet Old Testament readers know there is a side of God which is not so reachable or comfortable.   This side of God requires that we “fear Him” and keep at a distance.  If seemingly diametrically opposed to the more common view of God, it must be reckoned with nonetheless, and if possible, reconciled.
The "reachableness" of the God I find in Psalm 139 is necessary for comfort, courage,  and community.  I need to feel the strength and power of  God in my  life.  I need to feel His warmth, examine His light, and  experience His protection to survive the emotional elements of human nature.    All this, I find in the nearness of God.  But the "untouchableness" of God is also necessary for revelation, respect and reflection.  I  need to know the strength and power of God in my  life, but I need distance to give me perspective,  space to give me cognizance, and  room to give me thought.  All this, I find in the "farness" of God.  The paradox is that  God must be both near and far if I am to feel Him and know Him in all his “awful” comfort and glory.  The miracle is that He can be, and is.   Paradox and synonym, different but the same.
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Sunday, March 22, 2020

Except We Forget

"So I will always remind you of these things, even though you know them and are firmly established in the truth you now have.  I think it is right to refresh your memory" 2 Peter 1: 12-14 (NIV)

            One of the wonderful things about God is that He knows us so well—knows our strengths and weaknesses, knows just what we need to carry on.  Unfortunately, we sometimes have a very human tendency to forget about His love for us no matter what—especially in times of trial and change.  At least this is true for me.  Consequently, I need to be reminded, but I think we all do.
            In the wake of the state’s decision that all schools need to close their doors for the next few weeks, my husband and I spent most of last week (our Spring Break) working out how we were going to transition our classes from face-to-face to distance learning, figuring out what was most important to cover and how best to do that in the most engaging way.  Not an easy task but fortunately there are a lot of resources out there of both the digital and human form. 
            In between all the researching and planning, we’ve done a lot of praying—praying for family, for friends; for our school, our community, our church; for our nation and, yes, the whole world.  This Covid-19 experience is something none of us has experienced before.  We may have gone through challenges in our past—some of them on a grand scale—from world wars to hurricanes, from various versions of the flu to 9/11—but nothing that has virtually shut things down globally like this. 
            Covid-19 has spread to the very edges of the earth and all but paralyzed some of the world’s great civilizations.  Listening to the news could cause us to despair of ever recovering.  And yet that’s the exact moment when we need to refresh our memory, to recall what we’ve known all along:  that God is still with us.  He will not forsake us.  One of my favorite texts remind us of this fact:  "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." (Isaiah 41:10)  And then there’s this from the pen of Christian writer Ellen G. White:  We have nothing to fear for our future except that we forget how God has led us in the past.  (Life Sketches p. 196)  
            Yes, we are living in uncertain, confusing, and even scary times.  But if we recall nothing else from the past—whether gleaned from books or from our own experience—we should clearly see that God has been there, through it all.  That knowledge can inform how we respond to this new challenge.  We may have to live our lives differently going forward, but the main things will remain the main things:  our relationship with God, with our families, and with each other.  Make those count so the next challenge that comes our way will not shake us, regardless of its magnitude.  Except we forget, we will have nothing to fear.